Drabble

Mom Shap's pointless ramblings!

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Silent too long

But it's really the fault of MySpace. Really.

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, while I'm shrinking. (I've now lost about 12 pounds in a week and a half)

I've been thinking about priorities and all of the "I can'ts" that I say and that I hear. I say "I can't" spend time in the Word daily because
1:Too busy
2:Have to get to the office by 9

Yet, do I check email daily? Why yes, why yes I do.

So this morning I decided no anything else until I do Priority #1 which would be to spend time getting to know the ultimate life-skills book. A letter from the Creator. Priorities.

I have "no" time to go to the gym for the very same reason. And yet, whaddaya know, at the time I'd normally flip on the TV, I can get right down to the gym for an hour and feel MUCH better than i would if I had spent that hour channel surfing.

And on it goes. Can't go to church because? Can't live a holy life because? Can't reach my goals because? BECAUSE the priority is not there.

It's tough to change! Compromise is way, way easier.

But in the past week and a half I've learned to enjoy the feeling of hunger as a sign that excess me is being hauled off in the river of 80+ oz of water I'm drinking per day. And I can "CAN" do that because it's become a priority. I want to solve a (somewhat) small problem before it becomes a (literally) large problem. That's MY priority. I choose healthy rather than comfy, and that's my choice and my current priority as far as habits go. Everyone, and I do mean everyone, gets a huge box of choices dropped down to them every single day and even every single minute.

I remember when several co-workers joined Golds Gym in Wenatchee for the 12-week fitness challenge. I was so mad. I thought: "I CAN'T do that, and now they'll all get skinny and wonderful and I'll be all frumpy and lumpy." Well, in fact I "COULD" have done that if I made it a priority, and I could have had fun right along with them. However, they all abandoned the program and really didn't change much physically after all! Later I actually did join 'Curves' and had a great time with the 90-year-old women. I felt great, and it actually fit into my shift work days after all.

I can read books if I set aside time to do so.

I can give money to a poor person who comes to me in need if I stretch just a little.

I can pray while I drive.

Now I also can get to bed before it gets any later so that I can rise early enough to spend time in the Word! I'm not sure I have enough *OOMPH* to get up at 5 or 6 so I can go to the gym before our store opens. We have a Creation seminar Thurs and Fri nights, as well as all day Saturday. HOW are we going to find time to do THAT???? Priorities. It's important to me, so I "can" do it.

That is the way it is with SO many things, and I'm so old to finally be figuring this out.

1 Comments:

  • At 10:34 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Please view these two videos and check out the website that follows. Even if you do not agree with all of it, we all need to have a better grasp of what truly happened on 9/11/01 in the US, 3/11/04 in Spain, and 7/7/05 in the UK. We are looming closer and closer to being pulled into an even more disastrous war in the Middle East. Another terrorist attack in which the government is involved could easily be framed in such a way that rallies the people around a new war. However, the government could be deterred from faciliting a terrorist attack or could fail in their attempt to rally the people, if enough people at least suspect government involvement in recent terrorist acts. So please share this with others if you feel compelled, as I do.

    documentary on 9/11

    documentary on western government terror

    www.scholarsfor911truth.org

    Please remember this core fact in all of the debate over the events of 911. The total disintegration of the twin towers into dust and rubble within seconds is a mark of a controlled demolition, not a building pancaking.

     

Post a Comment

<< Home