Betty
She is a black woman, and as she approaches with that look in her eyes, I hope she doesn't expect ill treatment because of my color.
She has been evicted from her apartment, and the landlord says she must be out today, even though she has no help, no money, and no moving truck. She does have a place to go, but doesn't know how she'll get there.
So she "bums" $3 from someone, puts a little gas into her old rig, and somehow loads up and brings her washing machine to me.
I tell her that it's not good news about the washing machine. I can only pay her $70 for the washer, and I'm afraid that won't get her moved. When I say this, I see the tiny hope she had fade to nothing.
God whispers to me.
She believes that I don't trust her, so she asks me to call the moving truck rental company and check on the price she will have to pay to move to the new town nearby. I do this, and even ask for an estimate of the gas money it will take, as well as the mileage charge. We do the math. While I'm on the phone, she eats several of the candy bars in the dish on my desk. Embarrassed, she says softly "I'm hungry."
I lock eyes with this woman, and I say, "We have to take care of each other. I will rent your moving truck, and pay for the gas."
She starts to cry. She says "Thank you Jesus" and I seize this opportunity. "Thank you Jesus. Yes, I believe this is the store you were appointed to visit today." We talk a bit about God's care, and she tells me that God will bless me for what I am doing. I tell her that God HAS blessed me, which is why I'm doing it. I tell her that I want her to stay in touch with me and let me know how things go. She takes my business card; the one with my cell number.
As we walk outside to get the washing machine out of her rig, she is still crying. She asks if she can hug me. Of course. She hugs me hard, and I feel her thankfulness. More than anything I want her to know that I don't look down on her, but that she is walking this same rough road and it's my turn to help her. Next time, it might be me.
I wonder what has happened in Betty's life that leaves her with nobody to help. She says she has a 19-year-old daughter who is concerned only with herself. I think of Laura, and how she would run to help me if I called her. I think, how can this woman have gotten to be the same age I am and yet not have a support net to fall into? I cannot imagine living life without being loved dearly.
Betty will rent the moving truck for cash. She will somehow empty her apartment, alone, and move to the new place, alone. Maybe she knows OF God, but doesn't know God. Maybe this day will be the turning point for her, and rather than just being able to get a moving truck, she'll learn about securing a heavenly home one day. One thing that I know for sure is that God did arrange for us to meet, and He timed it so that I would have just enough to cover that truck, right there available.
I plan to call Betty next week. She has worth, but I believe she's lost sight of that. She is on "disability", for what I do not know. I do know that she looks like she's in pain, and she walks slowly. Her deep brown eyes are large and her skin is beautiful. She looks like she might almost expect to be ridiculed or even struck.



